I am really tired right now. But it feels like such a good tired. I'm not tired because my baby was up all night (because I finally decided to sleep train, more on that later, but I'm sleeping again!), I'm tired because I woke up early today, I exercised, I caught up on chores that got ignored all weekend, I played with the kids outside, all kinds of things. All the kinds of things that you want to be the reason that you are tired. It feels good to be this kind of tired.
I think I am in a place where I am hungry for growth. I feel like for a long time now, I've been developing as a simple reaction to my changing life and circumstances. The growth has been requisite for survival. But in the last couple of weeks, I have found this breath of life that is propelling me forward. I'm trying to live my life more intentionally, to grow more intentionally. I want to determine how I am going to grow, and what direction I am heading in. I don't want to let life do too much steering for me.Labels: Faith, Personal Growth